I've been hitting the gym a lot lately, though I REALLY HATE to sweat. :( However, I had a moment of clarity not long ago that helped me decide to get fit, once and for all.
It happened at the YMCA I attended infrequently, when I noticed several older ladies who were in amazing shape. These beautiful, confident women had strong, lean bodies and tons of energy.
First, I thought, "I want to look like them when I get in my late fifties/early sixties." Second, I thought, "How cool to be in shape, and be able to enjoy your older years." And third, I thought, "Whoa. I CAN look like that. I CAN be in shape, and enjoy my older years. But it won't just happen. I have to put in the time now, in my late thirties and in my forties. "
What does my little epiphany have to do with book marketing? Well, as we've discussed quite a lot on this blog, it would be a mistake to let the rest of my writing career "just happen." To make the impact I'd like to for God's kingdom, I need to ask myself some tough questions:
What do I want to be known for? (Do I want to be known as a humorous writer, a deep, thoughtful writer, a novelist? What kind of writing makes my heart sing and seems to resonate with writers and editors?)
What are my goals? (To get my next book published, teach writing, quit my day job, minister to more people, etc.)
Is this something I'm in for the long haul? (If it is, I can be more patient, and look at things with a big-picture view; if not, I will make different types of choices)
Am I disciplined? (Do I write whether I feel like it or not? Do I guard my thoughts to prevent discouragement and doubt from creeping in? Am I working on my craft? Do I daily sit at the Lord's feet to hear His plans and thoughts toward me?)
And finally:
Who do I want to look like? (Who are my heroes? What have they done that I can emulate? What things do I NOT want to copy?)
Of course, Jesus is the ultimate hero--that goes without saying. But some of my earthly writing heroines are Madeline L'Engle, Anne Lamott, and Liz Curtis Higgs. They all write with passion, humor, and a sense of abandon. Would I want to copy Anne's lifestyle? No--but I do aspire to the honesty with which she writes. I admire Madeline's persistence, creativity and dedication to teach others what she has learned. And I would love to be able to cross genres (and have my audience follow me!) like Liz does.
What it all comes down to is: I want to be the writer God has called me to be. Like Erma Bombeck once said, "When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, 'I used everything you gave me'."
And that won't happen if I just say, "Wow. I wish I could write like that. I want to have a career like so-and-so when I'm in my fifties/sixties/seventies."
I have to put feet to my calling...even when it means putting in a LOT of sweat.